Death Is Truth

I have been enchanted by death
Death is truth
Truth is within my heart
Heart is where dreams are shattered
Shattered my hopes in life
Life is nothing but hell
Hell is where I belong
Belong to the masters of demon
Demon is the game of heaven
Heaven is non-other than lies
Lies remain true
True as in death


27 March 2001
3:54am

Guide Me to Your Gate

For life is cruel
I shall end it now
Misery will be over
Tomorrow will be heaven
My mind will be at peace
My body will rest in peace
Underneath this thick earth
I shall find peace

My love will be true to me
All I need is only one cut
Let my blood washes away my sorrow
Let the knife be my witness of death
Let the blindness of the knife
Shows me the way

Oh God…
Give me the courage I need
Guide me to Your Gate


27 March 2001
3:50am

YOU

When you see a smile
You never take it away
You spice it up instead
With hehehehe
: - ))))
LOL… LOL…
giggles
Makes me feel brighter day after day

When you sense a frown
You never let it stays
You kick it out for sure
With mischief
tease
jokes
puns
Just to see a : - ) on my face

When you feel love
You never let it stops
You allow it to flow in
With dear
dearest
darling
my love

I LOVE YOU increases the
dup dup dup in my heart

When you notice a tease
You never let it go
You play along well
With stinker
:p
kiss kiss
cium cium
Makes me want to kiss kiss you with passion

When you realize the time
You never let me chat
You send me to bed
With hugs
kisses
ciao caro mio
later… MY LOVE!!!
I reach out my hands to
HHHhhhuUUuuugggGGG
KKiiiIIISSSsssiiiIIIsssSss
before I close my eyes
and dream all about you!

12 April 2000, Wednesday

In Despair

The moon lost his glow
In the forest
Without his twinkling stars
The sky is empty and dull
Don’t you feel lonely now?

In the forest is
Now dimly lit
Without any lives to make a sound
The trees are quiet and still
Don’t you feel sad now?

Now dimly lit
Stands an owl
Without making his usual hoot
The night is pale and gloom
Don’t you feel somber now?

Stands an owl
In despair
Without his lover to lament to
The lake is cold and gray
Don’t you feel dreary now?

In despair
The owl hoot
By the lake
Every night
On the tree
In the forest
Blanketed by the sky
At the moon
Not the stars
For his lover to come soon

Don’t you my love?
I know I sure do!

Before You Finally Come To Me

The nights get lonely and longer
Without the love of someone dear

How lonely should one get?
How much longer should one wait?
Before a falling star grants a wish!

The days get anxious and painful
Without the love of someone dear

How anxious should one get?
How much pain should one feel?
Before a rainbow sprinkles some colours!

The heart gets lonely and painful
Without the love, the touch of someone dear

How anxious should I get?
How much longer should I wait?
Before you finally come to me dear!


14 November 1999, Sunday

Willow Weeps By The River

Willow weeps by the river
Its crystal tears break the flow
Wakes the underworld from their dreams
Holding their breath they gaze in silence

Softly mourning is the wind
Sway the willow back and forth
Its crystal tears are blown away
Though blend with mist still can be seen

Melancholic tune of flute is gently heard
Sadden the willow’s tender heart
Sing the willow a blue tune
Painted the underworld in gray

Willow bends to steal a glimpse
The ripple moon is as far as it is seen
The mirror reflects and the willow sees
A crying willow at the brim


14 November 1999, Sunday

Evening Wind Morning Dew

Evening wind Morning dew
Soft and breeze Light and sweet
Splashing stars Dashing clouds
Dazzling moon Blazing sun
Calm and still Bright and brisk

Whisper to the morn
Words of love
Touches the hearts
Of chirping birds
Whisper to the dusk
Words of warmth
Touches the hearts
Of rustling pines

What is night? What is day?

Roses bloom
Across the horizon
Floating spirits
Of East and West
Tune of love
Is what is heard!

16 September 1999
1:17am