Winters Of Misery

Three winters of misery
Bloody black-red snow
Tormented cold wind blow
Pinned my fragile glass made bones
Stabbed my broken lifeless veins
Stirred my blood purple and green

Imprisoned in fiery cage
Mental torture slashed me insane
Sharp needles rusty nails pinches
I held my hands grabbed them close
Bite my tongues swallowed hell through
I yearned and prayed, prayed and cried
For tranquility to strike Satan outright

Evils threads pulled my eyelids wide
Torturous nightmares battled in my mind
My staying sanity lost every fight
Each episode won by Satan in disguised

Flickered sun stood tall and bold
Arrow-downed poor withered moon
Agonized cold sweat froze my body stiff
Fearful depression murdered my trusting spirit
To face the torture chamber a painful chore
I was a seized living dead

18 April 2001, Wednesday, 6:03pm

Feel Me Hold Me Love Me

Seal your lips
Not a word
Ease your hands
Not to pen
Just feel me… Silently!

Rest beside me
Not on my chest
Lean on me
Not on my back
Just hold my hand… Gently!

Stare into my eyes
Not my beauty
Sense my touch
Not my charm
Just love me… Passionately!

Just… Feel me
Hold me
Love me

And I shall feel you… Abundantly!

18 April 2001, Wednesday
2:47pm